What A Fight! {Proverbs 11:2}

Nope, I’m not talking about last night’s wrestling match. More like last night’s thoughts in your mind. Last night’s reason for no sleep. Heck! Last night’s situation that may have defined you from today on. Allow me to give you an example… I asked God to please help me because I didn’t really regret my daily sins. I only wanted Him to pour true resentment in my heart one way or another. And believe me, I did not expect Him to do it this way, but I’m glad He simply did. I have this good friend right; well I recall saying nasty things to her and about some of her friends as well. Even though it was not a personal fight or never intended to be one in the first place, we saw each other as girls who could talk everything out. But last night was different, it was extreme. I don’t know how you deal with fury or desperation at times, but If you think you can handle it just because you don’t consider yourself a violent person let me prove you wrong. I regret saying a lot of the things I told my friend, but I understand perfectly that there are words that leave deeper wounds than any other kind of attack. My point today is for you to realize that we are not perfect at all, but we can think we are. That is where we sin. Believing you are better than anyone else just because you think so. I would love not only to be forgiven but to forgive myself for destroying (because of a bad temper and attitude) such a great friendship. God knows when we really wish to be forgiven. And He gave me a reason to bend on my knees and ask for mercy… But let Him know when you wish to forgive yourself because that my friend is a tougher fight than it seems. God Bless.

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