If you ever felt like you could achieve anything and everything in life, you can. The small thought you could mess it all up-is also true. Sometimes we want some things so badly thinking they will complete our lives/but when they are our reality/ they don’t. I wish I didn’t jump stages of my life that could have been wonderful in other times. And I take full responsibility for changing myself from the role model-to- the one people feel sorry for. I have nothing else to do but change. Grow I guess. Should I leave everything behind and search for better things? Are the signals all telling me to do so? Should I strive for what I love even if it’s holding me back? God I need answers. I’ll start by loving myself and then I’ll try to love others. If it wasn’t for some key people in my life, I would have probably gone crazy by now. My life is at risk, my memories stumble because of the lack of quality I succumb myself to live in. Give others the example you have owed them for so long. Give yourself the chance to live. Even if it kills you at first.
Don’t Look At Me.Poem/Confession.
7 06 2009
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